its been hell. learning how to type by touch alone i'd give anything to have my eyesight back . an arm or a leg.
anything at all. i fell in love twice in my life. one was good. the second time wasn't so good. i never told them that i loved them and now i cant see to tell them im changed deep inside i think they knew how i felt, but never let on they knew. i sat in the shower the water spraying me in the face.. damn my self for my short comings and my failures.. damn myself for feeling at all . damn myself for wanting what i did and not saying i cared . damn myself for love i should not have feeling.. i didn't listen ..i didn't open my ears or my eyes..